Showing posts with label self realisation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self realisation. Show all posts

Friday, 2 May 2014

10 things you have to do before you die

We see lists like these all the time filled with the usual trivial crap such as "take a hot air balloon ride" or maybe even go up the Eiffel Tower.  Pure pish the lot of it.  I say - if you're going to do 10 things - make a mark.  Do something that will REALLY etch itself into your memory and soul - and the memory and soul of the whole world around you.

A dozen 10 things lists could be drafted easily.  I say you should write up your own.  And feel free to write another 10 afterward.  Why not?  What's stopping you?  A number 10 rule?

Fuck it.  Here's 10 of mine:

Sodomise a cop - we should all grab a cop on duty, particularly during an angry protest, and sodomise that fucker good.  Make that cop enjoy it!  And enjoy making the cop enjoy it!  Get on in there!  It helps if the TV camera's are on you.  Get your friends to join in.

Have sex with an animal - go all the way and try something new.  We're tired of the usual mundane good sex guides and love live advice.  Why do we continue feeling sexually bored and frustrated no matter how many shit TV shows and 'good sex guides' we read?  Because it's designed to keep you bored to the point of impotence and frigidity.  Break the mould - spice things up.  Choose your animal and fuck it.

Conjure up a demon - commit some sacrilege, break the first commandment, call up some Djinn for a bit of banter and a bender.  Make sure Christians and Muslims bear witness to your apostasy.  Have fun.  Oh, and don't bother drawing a circle - if you do - break it or step outside and dance with the devil.  You say you have faith in God?  Well then - let's put THAT to the test!

Go naked in public - and do it lots.  Feeling a bit shy?  Well enjoy the thrill of emancipation then.  Go to a naked beach.  Then go naked off the naked beach.  Do it as often as you can at the most public places you can find.  Enjoy yourself!  Don't be ashamed if you get turned on.  Go all the way.

Have full sex with a stranger including cumming inside - applies equally to both men and women of course.  Girls - let a hot stranger cum inside you, just enjoy it.  Men - be men and don't be fucking cowards worrying about babies.  Roll with it.  Enjoy it.  Enjoy the ultimate risk.  Feel free to combine this one with going naked in public - believe me, double thrills means double pleasure.  Take your favourite pet.  If the cops come - well sodomise them.  Meaning you've done 3 things in one.  By the way - all that shit about unwanted preganncy and STD's is spoiling the fun.  Sure, bad things can happen, but sometimes people go on fairground rides only to lose limbs or vomit all over themselves :)

Live penniless or modern comforts for a month - go out into the wilds.  For your feed and watering you have to steal.  What you steal can be exchanged for coin at the pawnshop, that's the price of your feed.  Enjoy the thrill of theft an survival in a pure state of nature.  Live outwith the boundaries of the state.  Fuck Hobbes Leviathan - you don't need it.  Fuck Aristotle and his idea of being a good citizen as opposed to being a 'barbarian outside the city'.  I say be free - be wild - be your raw self with no shit, conformity, media or mod cons to get in the way between you and you.  So in a nutshell - this one of ten things to do simply says - go find yourself.

Have an orgy - we all want it.  And there is way more meaning to this than just fun wild sex.  Throw away all those bullshit superstitions about good behaviour, throw away that veil of morality with which you cover your soul.  Go truly naked - and be truly free.  Force yourself to be free - that means throw away the fetters of shame.  Scared of scandal?  Good!  When scandal comes - face it.  Too dangerous to do that?  Then fight it.  But one way or another - force yourself to be free, face it or fight it.  Fighting is always more fun though :)

Get into a fight with a pro MMA fighter, Navy Seal or some other such hard bastard.  If you're not by nature strong - be brave.  If you're already a tough nut - prove it to yourself or prove yourself wrong.  But either way - be brave and face up to it.  Not so hard after all are you?  At least you had the strength and courage to face that.  Knew you were weak?  Good on you for seeing in through.  It was fun wasn't it?  The adrenaline rush was almost as good as public sex eh?  Almost as good as fucking that cop or stealing that watch just to eat?  You only know your strengths and weaknesses when you really face up to them.  By the way - no harm in joining a dojo and doing this every day you know...  Get off the fucking sofa!

Become your logical opposite - challenge and re-evaluate all values!  So you're a Communist?  Go join the Neo Nazi's right now, for a whole month or three - literally BE a Nazi in every way.  Oh you're a Nazi already?  Then logically you'll be joining the Reds then won't you?  Have fun!  Christian?  Become a Satanist.  And so on.  You get it - for that whole month or three - you literally change your personality, your thinking, ALL your beliefs, everything, all your behaviour and activities and social attachments.  And do the opposite.  At the end - assess everything, see what you learned from taking the opposite perspective.  Now ask what you could learn from all the perspectives in between you and your opposite?

Join a secret Mystical Order.  What are you afraid of?  Yourself?


No doubt the astute reader observes one thing in this list of 10 - every action has a purpose.  To get nearer to the Truth, to reality, to your real self - casting off all the crap of the world that binds you in a delusion of meekness.  Blessed are the meek?  Do you feel blessed?  Or are you tired kidding yourself?  Take the leap over the Abyss!

Saturday, 2 February 2013

Vanity - Gods favourite sin.

I shamelessly confess - I am a vain man, and I love vanity.  I endorse it and promote it as one might promote a healthy sports food.  I love those who are vain - irrespective of their style, which is the mere 'surface' of vanity - it is the constructs of a persona, performing some given function - and that is entirely besides the point.

I see health in vanity.  I see vitality and love for life - love for ones self as well as love for others.  For when one puts effort into ones appearance - it is an appreciation for the self and others, besides being a social grace.  This is not some demand for fashion conformity - if it were I would not dismiss the surface of vanity as an incidental, some context specific peculiarity.  I love an Amazonian head dress and nakedness and bodypaints just as I love a three piece suit in London or a fine dress in Milan or Paris.

The naysayers will argue that vanity is a deviation from the true self - not true in many if not most circumstances.  Properly executed - that is not in blind fashion conformity - it is an expression of the true self, of ones very Will perhaps, if you are honest enough with yourself and self love, and love of life and others.  To be the opposite of vain - that itself is the most depraved and vile fashion conformity ever to dis-grace humanity.  And this so called 'humbleness' - is but the most vulgar pseudo-vanity ever to traverse human cultural landscapes.  Humility, self depreciation and abomination of the the beauty of others and the efforts toward beauty - is as anti-life as one can get.  Such an obsession with murder of life and joy for life - is a breach of the most basic commandments.  Surely then - vanity must be God's favourite sin?  And self destruction and demand for 'humility' as a social harm - is not only unholy, but anti-reason, for what philosophy would promote a principle of harm but one based on the most vulgar superstitions?  A philosophy and religion based on resentment, hatred for life, the self, envy against others and their success and beauty, envy even against self expression and individual Will!  Those who hate vanity hate the individual - and espouse collectivism for on their own, perhaps, they feel a little too powerless.  If that is not a dreadful and perverse vanity - then what is?

I tell you the truth, my friends - love vanity, and love the vain!  When a man wears a fine suit, cufflinks, gold rings and fine colognes and aftershave, when a woman adorns a beautiful dress and necklaces, when parents dress their children in the finest shirts, or even when someone is beautifully naked and tattoed - their bodyhairs removed and their skin oiled and glistening (be this man, woman or even a child) - give them a kiss and love them for their vanity!  For they have not merely made themselves beautiful to gaze upon - but they have shared something from their inner selves with you - and that is a profound friendship to receive, even from a stranger.  And love difference!  Love the naked, the three piece suit, the unique style of a Heavy Metal fan or the multiple colours of an alternative fashionista - love them all!  Especially the unique.  Love the effort each individual has put into his or her styles - even the fine details whether they be cufflinks or noserings.  Love them!  Love the detail and the finesse!  Discuss and encourage them to express further their inner selves, and revel in your own fascination with this unique work of art that is another Willing and life loving individual sharing their true inner self with you.  And bear in mind - even what the fashion hides, reveals something about the lovely person - and that is to be loved and respected.

When the resentful and the envious denigrate you for your vanity, for your unique haircolour, your nosering, your tattoo, your nakedness, your three piece suit or extravagant dress, your jewellery and perfumes - do not kowtow to their morality that demands your uniqueness becomes a slave.  Do not fetter yourself to a disgusting, life hating, person hating, slave morality!  Spit and vomit upon them!  Kill them where they stand for they endeavour to kill your Will!  And if they call themselves righteous remind them truly they are the Godless.  For how can the Creator, The Source, the Ineffable Atum, the Universe itself and All Being - love anything that abhors Being?  How can their philosophy and law be just if it degrades beauty and demands filth and ugliness?  How can their be liberty and fairness if one cannot express oneself, and explore the self through ones vanity?  How can one even participate in social grace if body odour, rags and the appearance of misery and decay are the sole surface of 'choice'???

Those who hate vanity thus even hate politics - as well as their own God or gods.  They hate themselves - and they hate society and even hate you.

Love yourself and everything more.  Be vain - buy those cufflinks, wear that cologne, be naked without hiding anything for 'shame', be extravagant, wear that dress, colour your hair, get the nosering.  Be what thy Will.  Be You and love yourself, everyone, life, society, God - for vanity is God's favourite sin for sure ;)